Saturday, April 4, 2009

never know

i dont know how i should be feeling right now exactly
i feel as if i should not be sad
because im the one who decided this
but i really miss you
but i also dont
i feel different..sad? yet i feel okay cause i am not letting you down by not seeing you
by being in love with someone close to you
i am crazy for him
and i really like you
but i cant..my life is a mess

im not good enuf for you
and im sure as hell not good enuf for him
but thats life and baby


im going to survive this